She was the right model for this documentary.
We made the documentary in a hotel in Hamburg across from the train station. We agreed we would do it without any cuts. From the beginning we spoke about everything. I asked her about her feelings. She screamed. I teased her. I used whip and belt and she hated both because she hats pain. But the belt was better. It didn’t sting like the whip. Marika had a concept ‘If you don’t accept pain voluntarily, it will dominate you involuntarily”. Her fight against the foot pain made her angry. Her girl friend Tina was perplex. She couldn’t understand why Marika accepted the foot torture voluntarily. Marika screamed sometimes so loud that the other guests of the hotel knocked at the wall. I was surprised about Marika’a power and condition. She really received… Continue reading